OMG.....IT's been a long time...

Back by popular demand( as if), i'm back here again. It's really been a long time since i last written anything here. Looking at the last date..... 9 months passed! Stunning. Whats worst is, i'm no where diff from where i was the last time i wrote anything. National service is really driving ppl crazy. Its like a PAUSE button been bestowed on you, preventing you from going any further.

Haiz......plus....no money!!! Very poor.Every month only $390! Learning driving now.....have to ask dad to sponsor, if not i no money eat liao. Anyone interested in dancing? LIke MTV style or Hip Hop? Let me know....pls....so that at the very least i can accomplish something before i ORD. If not, i would have kind of wasted this 2 years.

ANd yes, would like to apologise to all friends that i kind of left out. We see each other online every other day but never really keep in contact. Haha.....wonder the msn is for wat sia....

And lastly, life is getting a bit boring...EVery weekend the only thing i can think of is to play pool with friends or play MMORPG at home. Seldom watch movies nowadays too. Long time haven't been to the beach also. Would like to go there see see someday. It is really because of NS, i have no time? Or am i too tired...to do anything else....HELP!! LOL....When is this gonna change? Wish me luck .....

ClubbinG?

Been clubbing for some time now.... though its really enjoying at times but i start to feel that something is missing. Wonder wat that means. The first one or two hours is always enjoyable, but after a while it seems to get a bit sianzzz. Music played at clubs plays an essential role in entertaining people. If the music sucks, i tell ya i confrim sianzz till max. WEnt to quite a few places, for example China Black, Liquid Room, Indochine, Rouge, Newsroom Bar and O bar. Yet to Zouk out cos its really ex to go there. Ya, i agree clubbing is really expensive. So for a month i shall forbid myself from going to clubs.

Life is still the same, going camp and going back home. Everyday spend three hours just on travelling. Anyway i'm still on course, finishing the first part in December, i hope. There's a high chance that it might extend. Cos we are really behind time here. Haizz....its damn freaking far. Travelling really tire me out.

Had a long weekend. I took off on friday and went back to TPJC. School is still the best. Saw and chat with most of the teachers that i know of. They seem to be doing fine. Ms Chua my bio teacher is getting married. And she promised to ask us over to her house in December. Quite cool ya? After that i went to Kbox with Khoi Mun, my classmate in JC. Well we went back to sch together that's why. He had two of his juniors, female juniors i mean to join us for the session. One of them can really sing, she's from choir. The other one is gd at singing too but she's kind of quiet. Nvm them, i enjoyed singing after months( i mean half a year) ever since i started to serve the nation.

For those who are reading this and you are above 18, and feel like watching some crap movie, do try watching the 40 year old virgin. Its crap but still really nice and funny. But i'm afraid its not showing anymore since its been around for quite sometime le. Well thats all for this entry. See ya guys around.....

Interesting...

The whole of last week i guess was the slackest till date. Was at Air Force School for Airman Orientation Programme(AOP). The course is almost all about lectures. No test no nothing, so it's quite relaxing. The best thing is, it's located just some bus stops away from my house. So? i can wake up late, reach home early. Too bad, all good things has to end. Starting next week i'll be back at Tengah Airbase. Soon my course for AVS would finally start.

Well the real reason i'm writing this is because there's yet again something i would like to share with everyone. Here's what i've heard from one of the speakers during AOP:

There's once a professor with a pail full of rocks on the table asked, ' Is the pail full or is it not?' They all answered 'yes!'. Then the professor started to pour in a packet of pebbles, and surprisingly everything went in. He asked again. Like before, his students are confident that the pail is now indeed full. However, the professor proceeded to pour sand into the pail. Now the students are confused. To make things worst, the professor started pouring in water till the water level reaches the brim. Was the pail really full in the beginning?

Morale of the story: The rocks are our dreams. The pebbles are our love life, family and friends. Sand? Our entertainment... Water are the little little things around us. The pail : OUR LIFE. While pursuing our own dreams, do not just rush forward. There's always time for everything, love life, friends and families. Without them, our life wouldn't be FULL too. So, for those aiming so high and working so hard, do no forget, you still have time for other things. Just like the pail, it's not full YET.....

I got my first license!!!

Guess waT?... I got my driving license last tuesday! .... Now i'm qualified to drive CLass 3 and Class 4 vehicles! But the sad thing is...only military ones..LOL. That means i can't touch civilian cars at aLL. Sianzz....So wats the use of getting this license...SAd huH? Can drive tonners and mini bus, watever you can think of la in the military. CAn drive but i'm not a driver by vocation. SO? CAnnot touch them either....Can only stick to those aviation vehicles. CAn't say much bout' them, just sianzzzz...Life is the same once back at the airbase after my driving course. The only difference is i can book out everyday once more. HohoHo. Can't really celebrate though, cos the airbase is freaking far away from my house. CAn't do much even if i get to go home everyday.

Hmm....well that's all for now. Once i thought of something interesting to write about, I'll be BACK! Cya~!

Adjusting to life and finding myself...

Hohohoho, i'm back here writing stuffs again! Hmm.....i would say that "time" seemed to have stopped at this moment. All cos of NS, but now i'm fine with it. Looking at the title, you should be able to guess, i'm adjusting and quite fine with NS life now. It is just that now life is still quite confusing for me, a 19 year old boy/man. LOL. Something is definitely wrong with me but even i myself can't decipher wat the heck it is. I think the sole reason for this confusion is how i live my life while i was still in sec. and JC. IN sec sch, as many know, I was a serious and strict Head prefect. IN jC, i was a cockster, always pon lessons and slack around. In the end i don't know which side of me is better. STill in the process in finding myself. One which i would really be happy. Be a slacker or a chiongster? We shall see in the near future ba....

LifE NoWaDays.....

Impressively, almost one month had passed since my POP. Now everything has already settled down. Those at OCS and SISPEC suffer there, while others like me slack around and do fatique job now and then. Two years going to pass by just like that. A bit of a waste huh? Nothing much i can do either. Now would like to learn new skills regarding spraying of paint on my newly bought and un-modelled gundams. Till date i have 6 (1/100) and 4 (1/144) gundams. Most of them are from gundam seed/destiny. Going to buy more Master Grades(MG) to build and enjoy since i have nothing better to do. Adding more to my collection would be fun. Sometimes i would just stare at those gundams that i have built. They really look nice...LOL. However this means i'm going to spend lots of money on them. The tools and paint plus the model itself cost a lot. One MG cost around 80 dollars unless you find some promotions somewhere. NOrmal 1/100 HighGrade(HG) ones are around 42 dollars. HG smaller ones are around 35 bucks. EX rite? PREFECT GRADE? $200 ++...OMG...NO money....
These days been only meeting up with JC friends to watch movie or play LAN. Secondary sch friends? Go out walk walk and talk cock .... nothing much too...REally spending a lot sia....ZZZ.... Dun know why....got the urge to go club one of these days....That also need money....
WHy am i talking about money and moneY? ZzzZzzZzz. Sianzzz.... $350 per month...nothing left when i minus my transport of around 120 bucks. HOW???? NExt pay check cannot anyhow spend. WAnt to go club .... want to buy new models and paint....OMG>>>>>> BROKE.... (Do i sound like WAng Chi? ...hmmm i wonder....)

My ePosting from BMTC

Haiz.....What to do? No OCS, not even SISPEC. Really stunned when i looked at wat's written on the screen. Avivation Vehicle Spec. That was wat i saw for my new vocation at Tengah airbase. When i told my bunk mates bout my posting, they too are stunned. I asked them to guess,they say of cos OCS if not SISPEC. That's wat i thought too. But wat the F is this now? I really wonder. Written on the posting order, i was told that it is not required for me to bring the things issued in BMT except my PT kit. Whether if i need to stay in or not, i have to call and ask them. I did wat i was told to, a guy just told me, ' bring everything just in case'. WTF !!!! They dun even know?!?!? HOw slack could I be in the future. I'm confused. To be thankful or disappointed. Why on earth am i posted to somewhere so far and so different from my peers or bunk mates. ZzzZzzZzz. Guess i shouldn't have told them bout my ankle which sprains so F..ing easily. Haiz.... Wonder wat i'm supposed to do there.... SO far somemore.
Life seems f...ed up these days. No aim, no nothing. The only thing i know was spending money. ZzzZzzZzz. Saw zhi huai at indochine last sat. He SUPER DUPER clubber. Stunning sia. LOL. Didn't know he soooooo on one. LOL. Writing this post at Terence's house. Nothing better to do. Feel very low sia. That's why i went over to his house to stay over to talk cock. HohOho. Just like the old days. He's still a joker as always....Must slap.
In the past, i thought, by sleeping and not thinking about anything, the next day becomes better. I was wrong....Dun know why too. Like i said, in the past sleeping works fine with me. Now no. Fucked up....ZzzZzzZzz. LOL. HOW ?!!?!!? HOW!?!!?!?!? Future seems really blur now. Wonder wat will happen next. Did put in much effort in BMT, never chao keng at all. In the end? Still Fucked up posting.....WTF.........Nitesz....