My ePosting from BMTC

Haiz.....What to do? No OCS, not even SISPEC. Really stunned when i looked at wat's written on the screen. Avivation Vehicle Spec. That was wat i saw for my new vocation at Tengah airbase. When i told my bunk mates bout my posting, they too are stunned. I asked them to guess,they say of cos OCS if not SISPEC. That's wat i thought too. But wat the F is this now? I really wonder. Written on the posting order, i was told that it is not required for me to bring the things issued in BMT except my PT kit. Whether if i need to stay in or not, i have to call and ask them. I did wat i was told to, a guy just told me, ' bring everything just in case'. WTF !!!! They dun even know?!?!? HOw slack could I be in the future. I'm confused. To be thankful or disappointed. Why on earth am i posted to somewhere so far and so different from my peers or bunk mates. ZzzZzzZzz. Guess i shouldn't have told them bout my ankle which sprains so F..ing easily. Haiz.... Wonder wat i'm supposed to do there.... SO far somemore.
Life seems f...ed up these days. No aim, no nothing. The only thing i know was spending money. ZzzZzzZzz. Saw zhi huai at indochine last sat. He SUPER DUPER clubber. Stunning sia. LOL. Didn't know he soooooo on one. LOL. Writing this post at Terence's house. Nothing better to do. Feel very low sia. That's why i went over to his house to stay over to talk cock. HohOho. Just like the old days. He's still a joker as always....Must slap.
In the past, i thought, by sleeping and not thinking about anything, the next day becomes better. I was wrong....Dun know why too. Like i said, in the past sleeping works fine with me. Now no. Fucked up....ZzzZzzZzz. LOL. HOW ?!!?!!? HOW!?!!?!?!? Future seems really blur now. Wonder wat will happen next. Did put in much effort in BMT, never chao keng at all. In the end? Still Fucked up posting.....WTF.........Nitesz....